One day during a gathering section with basketball gang,we had talk about our future a lot these days. 

In certain level, future, ambitions, are kinda lame to even talk about it. well at least I think we should have thinking of doing something cooler.kekeke...

And now.

We changed alot. Appearance, Thinking, Speaking, Dealing....etc.

Well I wouldnt say it's all good, but we are better. At least.... we concern about our Future more than ever.

Future, 

it seems so far, but it actually happens in the next second. 

I certainly have not figure it out, what should I do in the very next second. 

Sorting our my future path never seems to come into my concern.

Until....

I saw everyone starting to plan for their future.

Well, never the less, my basketball gang member are the same. 

Theh are very firm in their decision of their work and what they are seeking in their work place.

When they think it's time to leave, they leave 

Without further due. 

So because most of them are auditors, I just listen to what they say.

Eventhou sometimes i dont really understand what is goining on but then.....i know they have their own blue plan.

I admire them for having their life planned so well. At least they know their target and what to achieve.

While I busy admiring them, one suddenly says : Pei Wen, you are so lucky. You have a hobby, You have a thing that you really passionate on it. 

Well I asked : What is it ? I'm not that professional till an extend where you have to concern about it.

Friend said: Well at least you have a point to begin with. You can always quit your current job and do what ever you are passionate for. I wanted to quit my job too, but I dunno what i wanna do after I've quit. I dont have a hobby like yours.

I : hmmm....

Well, this puts me into alotttt of thinking. 

I've been thinking to quit my job too.long time ago....

but there is alot of things to follow up and it's quite a stressful environment. 

I certainly not in favor of playing politics in the office. 

Well since every osays i have ajobby and i should have follow my instinct. 

Do what ever I louke when im still young. 

EArn money and go travel.

I really wish I could be that open minded as them. 

Let it go...and back to the me. 

The one i used to be.

Snapping every single place i visit.

And no matter how tired  am, i wouldnt blame on my camera for being so heavy.

I will ask for people to take a photo even thou they dun like it alot. hahahaha!

Chua sem ni ka!!

Dream....now where have you gone? 

Please don't run away from me. 

I will go chase after you, wait me....