我可以不用对着镜子

不用看到自己

也可以笑起来

 

笑着笑着

却笑出泪来。

09.10.09 （五）

我本身认为

我是一个舞痴，所以跳舞对我来说是很好笑的。

每一次我幻想自己跳舞的样子的时候都会不禁的笑起来。

哈哈～～^o^

那这次为什么我会去跳舞呢？

我是为了拿merit分，要不然下一年我就没有宿舍住了!!

当然，如果我一个人参加的话我也不愿意。

还好朋友都肯一起参与

而且大家都是初次跳舞的～哈哈～

一班没有经验的人，最后

会跳成怎样呢？

那就要等大家来评估了～XD

先介绍舞蹈员们,我们有请！

颜佩佩

蔡雪薇

黎美娴

林欣慧

郭姵妏

Joey

Jackie

 

当大家都决定confirm参与后，

连续5天的晚上我们都练习到很晚。

因为有上课的关系，我们只可以在10pm过后召集大家一起练习。

每次都会练到1点多。

拖着疲倦的身子，回到房间，看到熟睡的同房，羡慕死了～

好想趴在床上倒头就呼呼大睡。

可是一身臭汗味···-,-

结果还是得乖乖去洗澡，等头发都干了才可以睡。

有时候还要做功课，玩一玩【非死不可】facebook XP

我们的导师是谁？

他就是我的帅哥～陈廷亿！

他是upm现代舞蹈的舞蹈员，所以被委托来教我们这群初学者。

廷亿是个蛮有经验的舞蹈员，参加过大学的大大小小舞台表演。每一次他表演我都觉得我的目光离不开他（不是我说而已哦～晓燕也这么说～哈哈！）果然有舞者魅力呀！而且我总觉得他是很可爱的···XD

在他的细心和耐心教导之下我们慢慢学习。他为了让我们跳得更轻松把一些很难的动作都去掉，换个容易上手的动作。很感激他的用心良苦丫～要不然我有的好受了```

真的很谢谢你的付出和用心。

有时候我们5个婆娘聚在一起就会打闹一下，阻碍练舞进度，可是你真的很善解人意啦！哈哈！

Tomo Arigatou!  

我们的舞蹈歌曲是什么歌？

那就是台湾鼎鼎有名的超人气偶像有舞王之称的小猪罗志祥的【撑腰】！

当然，我们跳的是简短版本。XP

当我知道要学这舞的时候也觉得很高兴，因为我看过那MV觉得这个舞蹈很可爱，很有趣，那不是一个很帅气或很性感的舞步。它给我的感觉就是“有趣”。加上小猪的丰富表情，  一会儿性感，一会儿震惊，一会儿又撒娇，一会儿傻笑～

第一次学舞当然要做点功课，所以我到youtube找小猪这支舞的MV。意外发现一个传授【撑腰】舞蹈的video。小猪也在那里强调表情是重点。哈哈哈～

一开始的时候，我很不习惯手和脚要一起做出动作。

整个就是很不协调。无法顺畅的跟着动作做。

像极了机器人，身体跟四肢都是硬的！

可是大家都很努力的学习，不希望会输给其他表演者！

士气是蛮高的说^__^

 

表演当天，我们的心情都很紧张。

怎么说都是第一次在众人面前跳舞，还化了妆列～  

深怕自己会成为老鼠屎 >_<

站到台上的那一刻，我什么都没有想。

只想赶快完成任务。

很好，我顶多只是慢了半拍(哈哈，半拍算好了啦，没人发现.XD）

终于，我们在众人的掌声中结束了我们身平第一支舞！

整个人就是轻松下来了～fuuu~~

突然，我们听到主持人问观众要不要ENCORE。

我们顿时傻眼 O__O

什么？又要出去表演？观众很踊跃的要～要～要啊～～

结果我在不到1分钟的时间里，表演了我身平第二支舞～ 

不过第二次表演就显得轻松多了～这次我没有慢半拍～哈哈！

但其实观众是被逼喊要的啦～我们有幸再表演是因为要拖延大会的时间···

被人利用了～～

 

demo,我还是好开心丫～

我们都得到了很多的正面回复 。廷亿说有人甚至想要他教他们跳这支舞哟～

过程虽然有汗又有泪～但是成果是值得的！

告别第一支舞，以后不知道有没有机会再站上那舞台了～哈哈！

 

 

+他当～～左边五位才是舞蹈员哟～右边三个身高不协调啦！ XD

左起美娴，欣慧，雪薇，佩佩和我～^^

 

当天当然也少不了支持者咯～

感谢‘老板’前来支持哟！玉树凌风里就只有你出席，真是不话的～

 

我可爱的direct junior是当天的凑委^_^

（文意你是怎么拍的呀？矇到酱的？）

 

还有要感谢文意小姐大老远从KC步行到我的宿舍为我们打气！知道要你走这段路牺牲是很大的了～XP

你的支持让我镇定不少哟～你是我的镇定剂！嘻嘻～看了那么多次你的传统舞蹈，现在到你看我跳现代舞蹈，我们当扯平咯！哈哈哈！

辛苦你了

 

这里是所有支持者的照片

感谢大家前来支持丫，连住在校园外的燕妮和fionne也回来看~

 

再一次谢谢大家！

 

舞蹈初体验～成功！

 

                                               And use your whole life to Forget.

什么是欲哭无泪？
为什么会欲哭无泪？
不知道。。。 。。。
心很痛，很伤心，很想哭，哭不出来。
可能，自己也觉得自己不值得可怜吧～

简称 - 活该！

Emmm...
Throughout so many years of hardwork. Trusting someone is still one of my lifetime topic.
i would like to trust someone if i could do so.
i expect people to act as how they feel and think.
i'll observe someone's daily life to proof me they are sincere inside out.
as in how they threat their friends, what do they talk bout their friend in behind.
because i believe that,if a someone used to treat in certain manner.
he or she will also treat me in that manner as well.
他平时怎样对人，就会怎样对回你.

i will find this out as i get closer to someone.
if i find it uncomfortable of their way of treating people, i feel insecurity.
i start to not easily believe in what they say or do.
however, i've tried to control my feeling of insecurity and untrustworthy.
i understand that in this world, people always wana be good to everyone around them.
because i used to think like that too.
i'm scare of offending someone, i act like a coward in the cockles of the heart.

ofcoz,that is i used to. not NOW.

however, sometimes, it's no need for me to worry about.
i'm just being extremely suspicious.
there is no proof of how they really treat me.

time does matter.

Remedy for me to believe in someone :
few years + memoriable memories + sincerity i seek from someone + a lil here and there.

omgg!!! so many SPIDERSS!!! so many WEBSS!!!
"xi sssuaa , xiii ssuuuaa" let's clean it up 1st...

fuahh~~so tired neh~~
its been some time AGAIN. =_=||
now i've change to blog in my new blog.
i tend to write chinese in that blog and english in this blog.
maybe the feature does matter.lols~~
feel so uncomfortable everytime when i wanted to write in english in that blog.
my words cant continue like how i write in here.hahah XD
that's kinda nonsence tou~hohoho~~

well, something happened.
and i tend to figuring, how to maintain good EQ.

i find myself always fail to control my emotions.now.
i hide my emotions and love to be smilley .last time.

in the past, people likes me because of my smile.
but they also said that i shouldn't hide my true feelings.
Okay then,i listened.
I've changed.
I show my emotions.

i tend to let people know what am i thinking deep inside my heart.
and day after days, when time passed.
i find myself unable to control my emotions as good as i used to be.
was it because i pamper my emotions too much ?

but whatever it is, my emotions are getting unstable.
lols~~~that is not so good for asian country.

so mr.EQ , where can I find you again?
Come back to ME!!! >,<

talking about labour day, what have i done is totally enjoyable.
because it was my elder sister's birthday!!
she is so lucky to born on this day,everyone is free to celebrate with her.

on that day, we went to eat Dim Sum which I have longing for ever since I back from U.
We hunt around some area to find cheap n nice Dim Sum. and finally we got with 50% discount. It sells Hong Kong Style Dim Sum.

The Dim sum are half a portion of normal one but the taste are really good to hell.Let's have some look on the foodsa~~

finally, i'm home.
i tot i would be happy.
but it was damn boring actually.
no more freedom could be be.

ishh~~

comeletme havesome Excitement.
iwana seetheone iwana See~~
miss~~ ><

now just let me 钉！
吖边嗰边嗰周先生。。。。唔该你钉我喇！
我唔想读书喇。。。你钉我去法国又好，印度又好。。。
总之， 钉我喇～～～

omg! final means no life to me!
been so deadly studying for all the management subject which entail me to memorize!~
i am a dead machine!

各位广众儿！！
我跟你讲说哦。。
今天我跟大伙儿去这个TheMine屎儿ho～
在回upm的路上ho,看到一辆很旧很旧的BMW儿噢～
那BMW儿ho,还很拽哦～～
拐弯‘表表’ 儿ho，还连过4辆平民车儿（其中包括我们的车儿哦.)
帅！
我跟你说。。。当时他真的有‘帅’！
我都有几分羡慕他的BMW儿咯。。。
虽然真的是旧。。。

1分钟后ho。。。
飞轮耶～ 看到飞轮了yeh！！
真的是飞轮哦～
又兴奋又紧张又兴奋又紧张。。
怎么办儿哪？！！
eh。。。
wa kong eh 是这 飞轮，不是那个 飞轮。。。
大家表误会喇。。。
不是那个台湾当红炸鸡子 飞轮海啦。。。
而是车轮儿呐～
是飞车轮儿呐！！！
车轮在路上 dionk下 dionk下。。。
我没骗你哦。。。
开始的时候ho ， doink 的比罗里车儿还要高。。。
好彩，我们的司机儿ho，表现优越。。。
发挥了他本人异常的冷静思想儿 和 精湛的技术。
让我们顺利逃过 doink doink 下的飞轮的袭击儿ho！！
飞轮 doink ～doink~ doink~
我们的头儿 还是不停的望飞轮 除了那个 司机儿
结果哦。。。kua dui liao 那个 BMW儿在我们后面，
停了下来，右前方的轮，bo liao～
是咯，那个飞轮是它放的咯。。。。

哈哈哈～～～

很好的经验儿呐～还真的像拍戏一样厚！

累了就要休息哦～～
偶尔要疯狂。。。
太规律的生活实在不是我杯茶。。。
生活在那么需要规律的世界。。。
时时刻刻都得约束自己。。。
强迫自己做一些不是我的style儿的事。。。
很累啊。。。

心的地方，好累。。。

你可能找到真的，

可是我的可能不是真的。。。

woo hoo...KPZ lose ad! our kolej lose to Kolej 5. when it comes to the quater, everything was so different! Obviously, the other teams are really better. Somemore i get to see the UPM players. So tall,So Fierce,So skillful though.then i started to frighten.Wanna make 'chocolate'(go toilet) again...haha~Then i started to counsel myself,not to be afraid for it's just a game,an experience to gain,nothing to lose though. Mentally is okay but physically not okay. I strain on my lab. It caused me unable to run or move properly. There, I've been call out and rest at a side. Although we lose, but i do think that we are having a great game. I flashed back to those time where i used to play basketball with my friends- Shu Yi, Jaslina,ChuiYing, Sue Yoong, Siao Hui etc. I remember I'm always the subtitute for them. Ya,i am a bench player.But i am not ashame of being a bench player.I always want to help the team in any sort of way. My offence is damn lame,so i changed to train my defense. Coach says my 'swith side' is like shit, so I train my swith side at my house compound. I exercise my lay up, I do pumping and sit up whenever i see an empty space in the house.However, no matter how hard i wish to be good, i just cant. All the training i do by myself wasnt good enough. I dunno why i just cant get people to help me out. I am too shy to show my efforts. This has always been me. I don't like people know that i am putting efforts.Such a weird girl right? haha~~In all sorts of game i played, basketball has the longest duration. If not mistaken is from Standard 4 til now (maybe now =P). I was interested with it because of the comic - Slam Dunk. Flashed back again, My mom helped a boy buy this comic, and I intentionly read it. Weeks later, I've given the chance to play basketball during PJK. I was surprise that i can dribble it while others can't. (they are not as well as me lar.hahah XD) then i've been called up to the school team training.Actually there are 2 reason why i've been called up. 1. i can dribble lo. 2. teacher wants me to LOSE WEIGHT!! =__='' 60kg@standard 4 is abit over though. I go for it but i stopped in the middle because of fearness. then continued at standard 5 where I met ShuYi.haha~ glad she is there and given me alot of confidence in the court.Maybe she duno about it, but i always like her style. so Calm so Cool.hahah~~ ( if u read this, dun 暗爽到内伤wo.haha~) I started to know more about basketball. I want to thank basketball for giving me a new life. Another secret to tell. haha~Dulu, i am 75kg @form 1!!! I have a very low selfconfidence at that time but i wanted to join the basketball team. What's in my mind is that, with my this body shape and weight, i wont get to help the team much. I will slower down the progress tim.So, i berazam to KEep FIT!! In the middle of Form 2,my weight is 50kg .Everyone is curious bout my weight.haha~Now? P&C lar!haha....

Then I go to the game lor..this whole day was tiring in regenerating my emotions. Luckily it helps lar.haha….today againts KC (kolej censolor.which is also wenyi jiejie kolej,but she din play lar.haha!) I heard many of them say KC very geng. But I didn’t think much of it. I juz play my part for my team. Undeniable, they have few skillful players. Their skills is totally up to standard and better than me thou. Still, they lose to us by 2 points. I think the main problem is that, they do not have team work. The good player din believe in the other player and also they do not believe in themselves. That’s the dreadful point. If I were not wrong, not misjudging, they play cheat. The registration officers were on their side. They stop the time when we are leading, and the star player of KC got 5 fouls but she no need to get out! At 1st I thought I'm wrong, but many of my teammates said she is suppose to get out! Hey! This is not the purpose of a basketball game are held for. Totally insulting basketball which originally indicates team works and sportsmanship. I hope they were clear bout what they have done wrong….I apologize if I am wrong .

Hope people remember that, success does not come easily. Give out your best and believe in yourself. You might lose, but you will lose with pride~

i guess this is the 1st time going back to the court after 1 and a half year. i joined KPZ basketball team in the interkolej competition. No doubt, nerves caught me. since JMC, never really play a real competition.
1st game , againts KTP. the kolej beside my kolej.
we won for the 1st game. 12 vs 6.
i guess i need much more time to rest~haha~

happy valentine's day ~!
20 years ad.
i celebrate valentine's day myself and friends.
never really celebrate it with boyfriend.haha~~

but this year i celebrate it with many people.
coz i've been spending my whole day in the
pesta ang pau rehearsal..

i've dating the makeup artise- alicia
and she is 175cm tall..is very tall..
she patiently drew on my face.
was so excited with the make up.haha~~
everyone playing so wild after the make up~hoho....

the rehearsal ends at 12am.
but i still got a chocolate from someone.
hahaha~~but is a friend gift frm a girl.

we still manage to join the carnival fter the rehearsal
nothing much left at the carnival xcept a ice-cream seller.

til then..my velentine.
most busy valentine's day~xD

i got this post from my ex-blog in friendster.

i still feel its damn funny when reading it.

have a look~~^_^

咁話說當時我地個導遊（Sam）參加北京旅行團啦～
有個北京靚女做導遊，阿Sam心諗今次無死啦，靚女導遊仲講中文，阿Sam覺得好親切

靚女導遊開始自我介紹：「咁多位道友你地好，我叫狐狸精」（其實佢想講，咁多位團友你地好，我叫胡麗貞…）
d女團友一聽到就牛咁眼望住自己老公/男友…

第二曰，導遊話：「好喇咁多位道友，今曰我要帶你地去試下北京馳名既路邊狗屎，跟住帶你地上天堂」
（其實佢想講，好喇咁多位團友，今曰我要帶你地去試下北京馳名既爐邊餃子，跟住帶你地上天壇…+_+）
團中有個阿婆一聽到直情激動到連鞋都飛出來.
阿婆好激動話：「我而家俾錢黎旅行呀!食咩狗屎?上咩天堂呀?」
食店入面:北京導遊同頭先個阿婆笑笑口講:阿婆，你痴完未呀?
（其實佢想講，你吃完未呀?）
阿婆心諗（…你又發咩顛呀?）好唔耐煩答:「未呀~」
導遊:「你快d死啦~你死完我地上天堂啦!你仲唔痴快D~」（其實佢想講，你快d食啦~你食完我地上天壇啦!你仲唔吃快D~）
之後個阿婆無再理過個導遊

第三曰，導遊話：「各位道友，今曰我要帶你地去買
d有特色既手信，望下你地右手邊d死八婆」
（其實佢想講，各位團友，今曰我要帶你地去買
d有特色既手信，望下你地右手邊d水蜜桃）
部份飲緊水既團友聽到佢咁講野，即刻噴水滿頭問號…「…咩死八婆話」
跟住佢地就一致決定投訴，話個導遊既服務態度好有問題

今天的昨天晚上，
姐姐因为不会做Excel而找了我帮忙。
今天一早姐姐就去了课外活动，
留我一个人在房里。
一切都安好，
直到我要出门找她吃放后。。。。。。。

锁匙插一半，转，转。。。停了！
停了！ 停了！！
为什么？？ 不能。。。回到。。。。原位？！！
锁匙拿得出来，
再插锁匙，只可以到一半
可是却转不到，像卡住一样！！天呀～～！！
开不到门了！！！
姐姐回来要怎么开门呀？一会儿她还要去表演，衣服又在里面！
急了 急了。。
赶快打给姐姐，但她好像不在乎，
因为她以为是我不会关门～lolz
但是我知道事态严重，试了老久都行不通。
隔壁房的马来同胞好奇的问我发生什么事。
经验丰富的她说只有爬窗是最快的！
从隔壁房爬过去姐姐房，然后再从里面开门
今天又是休假，没有工作人员咯～
除了这样也没其他方法了。

窗片一片一片的拿出来，然后就爬出去。
妈呀～～四楼列～
还有玻璃碎的～踩下去会很high一下的。 XD
你以为我练功夫啊？当然有穿鞋啦～
小心翼翼，头只是敢往前方看。很快到了姐姐的窗。
迅速的把窗片拿出来，然后爬进。
那一刻，真的很开心咯～
哪里知道，里面的锁还是开不到。
都不知道发什么神经了！唉～～
结果隔壁房的人爬过来帮我把螺丝拆出来。
刚回来的姐姐被门外的人吓了一下。
哈哈～～
多亏了大家，还带来了一阵骚动。
真的不好意思，带赛了～=p

真可是我人生第一次爬窗呀.....