什么是欲哭无泪？
为什么会欲哭无泪？
不知道。。。 。。。
心很痛，很伤心，很想哭，哭不出来。
可能，自己也觉得自己不值得可怜吧～

简称 - 活该！

Emmm...
Throughout so many years of hardwork. Trusting someone is still one of my lifetime topic.
i would like to trust someone if i could do so.
i expect people to act as how they feel and think.
i'll observe someone's daily life to proof me they are sincere inside out.
as in how they threat their friends, what do they talk bout their friend in behind.
because i believe that,if a someone used to treat in certain manner.
he or she will also treat me in that manner as well.
他平时怎样对人，就会怎样对回你.

i will find this out as i get closer to someone.
if i find it uncomfortable of their way of treating people, i feel insecurity.
i start to not easily believe in what they say or do.
however, i've tried to control my feeling of insecurity and untrustworthy.
i understand that in this world, people always wana be good to everyone around them.
because i used to think like that too.
i'm scare of offending someone, i act like a coward in the cockles of the heart.

ofcoz,that is i used to. not NOW.

however, sometimes, it's no need for me to worry about.
i'm just being extremely suspicious.
there is no proof of how they really treat me.

time does matter.

Remedy for me to believe in someone :
few years + memoriable memories + sincerity i seek from someone + a lil here and there.

omgg!!! so many SPIDERSS!!! so many WEBSS!!!
"xi sssuaa , xiii ssuuuaa" let's clean it up 1st...

fuahh~~so tired neh~~
its been some time AGAIN. =_=||
now i've change to blog in my new blog.
i tend to write chinese in that blog and english in this blog.
maybe the feature does matter.lols~~
feel so uncomfortable everytime when i wanted to write in english in that blog.
my words cant continue like how i write in here.hahah XD
that's kinda nonsence tou~hohoho~~

well, something happened.
and i tend to figuring, how to maintain good EQ.

i find myself always fail to control my emotions.now.
i hide my emotions and love to be smilley .last time.

in the past, people likes me because of my smile.
but they also said that i shouldn't hide my true feelings.
Okay then,i listened.
I've changed.
I show my emotions.

i tend to let people know what am i thinking deep inside my heart.
and day after days, when time passed.
i find myself unable to control my emotions as good as i used to be.
was it because i pamper my emotions too much ?

but whatever it is, my emotions are getting unstable.
lols~~~that is not so good for asian country.

so mr.EQ , where can I find you again?
Come back to ME!!! >,<