Emmm...
Throughout so many years of hardwork. Trusting someone is still one of my lifetime topic.
i would like to trust someone if i could do so.
i expect people to act as how they feel and think.
i'll observe someone's daily life to proof me they are sincere inside out.
as in how they threat their friends, what do they talk bout their friend in behind.
because i believe that,if a someone used to treat in certain manner.
he or she will also treat me in that manner as well.
他平时怎样对人，就会怎样对回你.

i will find this out as i get closer to someone.
if i find it uncomfortable of their way of treating people, i feel insecurity.
i start to not easily believe in what they say or do.
however, i've tried to control my feeling of insecurity and untrustworthy.
i understand that in this world, people always wana be good to everyone around them.
because i used to think like that too.
i'm scare of offending someone, i act like a coward in the cockles of the heart.

ofcoz,that is i used to. not NOW.

however, sometimes, it's no need for me to worry about.
i'm just being extremely suspicious.
there is no proof of how they really treat me.

time does matter.

Remedy for me to believe in someone :
few years + memoriable memories + sincerity i seek from someone + a lil here and there.