woo hoo...KPZ lose ad! our kolej lose to Kolej 5. when it comes to the quater, everything was so different! Obviously, the other teams are really better. Somemore i get to see the UPM players. So tall,So Fierce,So skillful though.then i started to frighten.Wanna make 'chocolate'(go toilet) again...haha~Then i started to counsel myself,not to be afraid for it's just a game,an experience to gain,nothing to lose though. Mentally is okay but physically not okay. I strain on my lab. It caused me unable to run or move properly. There, I've been call out and rest at a side. Although we lose, but i do think that we are having a great game. I flashed back to those time where i used to play basketball with my friends- Shu Yi, Jaslina,ChuiYing, Sue Yoong, Siao Hui etc. I remember I'm always the subtitute for them. Ya,i am a bench player.But i am not ashame of being a bench player.I always want to help the team in any sort of way. My offence is damn lame,so i changed to train my defense. Coach says my 'swith side' is like shit, so I train my swith side at my house compound. I exercise my lay up, I do pumping and sit up whenever i see an empty space in the house.However, no matter how hard i wish to be good, i just cant. All the training i do by myself wasnt good enough. I dunno why i just cant get people to help me out. I am too shy to show my efforts. This has always been me. I don't like people know that i am putting efforts.Such a weird girl right? haha~~In all sorts of game i played, basketball has the longest duration. If not mistaken is from Standard 4 til now (maybe now =P). I was interested with it because of the comic - Slam Dunk. Flashed back again, My mom helped a boy buy this comic, and I intentionly read it. Weeks later, I've given the chance to play basketball during PJK. I was surprise that i can dribble it while others can't. (they are not as well as me lar.hahah XD) then i've been called up to the school team training.Actually there are 2 reason why i've been called up. 1. i can dribble lo. 2. teacher wants me to LOSE WEIGHT!! =__='' 60kg@standard 4 is abit over though. I go for it but i stopped in the middle because of fearness. then continued at standard 5 where I met ShuYi.haha~ glad she is there and given me alot of confidence in the court.Maybe she duno about it, but i always like her style. so Calm so Cool.hahah~~ ( if u read this, dun 暗爽到内伤wo.haha~) I started to know more about basketball. I want to thank basketball for giving me a new life. Another secret to tell. haha~Dulu, i am 75kg @form 1!!! I have a very low selfconfidence at that time but i wanted to join the basketball team. What's in my mind is that, with my this body shape and weight, i wont get to help the team much. I will slower down the progress tim.So, i berazam to KEep FIT!! In the middle of Form 2,my weight is 50kg .Everyone is curious bout my weight.haha~Now? P&C lar!haha....

i guess i have to stop here.
i wish to have more time like this with my old friends again.hehe~~

Regards...