once again
im leaving again
and its nothing special
because i always come & go

i can only sum up that
each time when i'm going back kmj
i felt restless
there is a thousands unwilling inside my heart
but i still have to go back
for the sake of my damn so call future!

some times,
i felt im actually wasting my time
doing things which does not suitable to me

after these days
i felt that although i said that i like account
and i do have a lil bit interest on it
but the fact is
i cant done it well

this makes me feel that
what i'm doing there is rubbish
worst thing is
i cant give up on it
once step,you in it
pay your 'bil' yourself, if you wanna leave

and once again for the sake of my future
i am unable to pull out
every time i thought of pull out

instantly,
i will thought of my parents n family
i will thought of myself in the future
i will thought of other ppl's eyesight

i'm afraid of changing and failing
i'm a chicken
because i know i have to pay for it
so i decided to do things that i don't really like

"maybe i will like this way"
"maybe i will turn out to be a better person"
i comfort myself
but i don't feel any comfortable

with bottle of Love,
Wen